Thread: **** of a GF caught in the act

What I meant when I said that "if it hurts this bad now" was that if it really hurts this time around, after putting all this time and effort into a relationship with a person that you started off not even knowing, think about how hard it would be to try (and more than likely fail) the second time around? It's one thing taking a chance on something you don't know, but to go in again, wary of another hit, then taking another hit anyhow, you not only feel the pain of betrayal and disappointment, but also the guilt at yourself for having let yourself do it.

It sucks even worse the second time around, so if it's this bad now, you REALLY don't want to go in for seconds.

I feel ya on that. Guilt on top of all of this... No thanks

Yea well wether it is smart advice or not let me tell you something about myself. I don't play games. I lay it all on the table becasue it is only fair. I expect others to do that for me.

I don't waste time with people that play games.

Yea we are not together anymore this is true. But i am not going to be fake. I really hurt inside. I am not vengefull about. I know she is hurting too. She thought about killing herself. She said that she almost did and that the Lord stopped her.

Yea she is so ****ed up for doing this **** to me but there was a purpose behind all of this. God is in controll and i find my strength in him through this hardship.

All i want to do is hold her and smell her and touch her although i know that it is't possible right now and forever. I told her that if we got back together that it really would be a miracle becasue as i see it there is no way in hell that i will ever be with her ever again.

I am going through Shirlyn withdrawls right now. I am in a lot of pain. We had a real connection. I feel when she is thinking about me . Thats when i feel the worst usually.

You know... life goes on. God is good, I am still alive

Why does god have to keep coming into this? She goes off and bangs some other guy, you're ****ed off about it... Happens all the time, without any interference from above. Its a relationship problem, if there is a creator, do you really think they could care less about whose banging who?

Any chick that says the "Lord stopped her" from killing herself needed to be dumped a long time ago, and in some kind of therapy! Its about time she took responsibility for her own actions.

Sounds like you should come out of this the winner, although you know the title of this thread is going to come back and haunt you...

Now, stop bothering the creator! he has wars to stop and governments to change and not worry about which tattoed biker your ex is banging!

Originally Posted by antimatter

Yea well wether it is smart advice or not let me tell you something about myself. I don't play games. I lay it all on the table becasue it is only fair. I expect others to do that for me.

I don't waste time with people that play games.

Yea we are not together anymore this is true. But i am not going to be fake. I really hurt inside. I am not vengefull about. I know she is hurting too. She thought about killing herself. She said that she almost did and that the Lord stopped her.

Yea she is so ****ed up for doing this **** to me but there was a purpose behind all of this. God is in controll and i find my strength in him through this hardship.

All i want to do is hold her and smell her and touch her although i know that it is't possible right now and forever. I told her that if we got back together that it really would be a miracle becasue as i see it there is no way in hell that i will ever be with her ever again.

I am going through Shirlyn withdrawls right now. I am in a lot of pain. We had a real connection. I feel when she is thinking about me . Thats when i feel the worst usually.

You know... life goes on. God is good, I am still alive

Now, stop bothering the creator! he has wars to stop and governments to change and not worry about which tattoed biker your ex is banging!

for one, God the creator is more concerned with the individual.
two, God is God and he isn't able to be too preoccupied.
three, a stab at someone's personal beliefs is uncalled for and extremely impolite.

i'm outtie.

Let me be the first to thank you for being an insensitive ***.