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    Quote Originally Posted by blurp
    One of my cousins blew his brains out with a shotgun in the road, in front of his house, in front of his wife and young kids. What a worthless piece of crap. I refused to go to his funeral.

    I don't care one way or the other if someone wants to commit suicide. I think it's usually a permanent solution to temporary problems, which doesn't make much sense. But when it affects others, especially children, it is a really horrible, selfish, disgusting thing to do.
    I hear peeps say "permanent solution to temporary problems" but its not
    always so - some times the pain and suffering goes on for years
    - I know in my own life about 15 years ago some one told me the same
    thing and some thing along the lines "it will get better" or such - well 15
    years later its the same boring crappy life - but now I feel very little of
    any thing - so its not a big deal I guess - I think the only reason
    I have not killed my self is my DAD - But thats about it -

    I know some of you will say something like " Its up to you to change
    to change your life" but sometimes you cant - sometimes your trapped
    in a life that you cant escape or change - and yes I guess I could get in
    my car and drive till I ran out of gas - but then what would I do - and
    what would my legally blind dad do,

    I understand the want to end your own life - I cant remember even one day
    in years I have wanted to live, but your rite, its a selfish thing to do
    and a waste - its funny, I am scared to die and dont really want to
    but at the same time it seams nice peaceful -

    And when I think about it - I know there are peeps with lifes more hard
    and painfull than mine - but that does not make mine any less painfull to
    me -

    Dont worry - Like I said I dont feel any thing any more,
    some day I would like to feel again -

    Quote Originally Posted by Enforcer
    Why? did it want to make you commit suicide?
    it did for me - much like that show Friends

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    Quote Originally Posted by Motorcity
    A girl I knew from my old neighborhood "attempted" to off herself via the slit wrist method about 18 years ago. Looked more like scratches from a cat. She just wanted attantion.

    A guy I know tried the pill bottle trick about 15 years agao. Again, just wanting attention.

    My old neighbor from 20 or so years ago was down on his luck. Lost his job, wife left him, etc. etc.
    Drank a half gallon of vodka, grabbbed his 12ga. and splattered gray matter across the bedroom.

    IMO: suicide is not an option. Ever. God will never give us anything we cannot handle. Delt lemons? make lemonaide. Plain and simple.

    Assisted suicide is always a topic of debate in my area. We have Dr. Death (Jack Kavorkian) not too far (he lives in Royal Oak) and his antics made national headlines with his death-mobile. He assisted terminally ill cancer patients by setting up an injection machine so the patient could pull a lever and kill themself. Then, he would load the body into his van and drop it off at the Oakland County Morgue. He is currently in jail serving a sentence for assisting in the suicide of several people.
    I guess one could see this as ok, being that the cancer patient is in a lot of pain, and has no chance of any quality of life. But, like I said, God's will is God's will.

    No offence to you - but if its gods will for pepole to suffer
    and my life to be crappy - God better hope I dot meet him
    -I will kick him in the nuts - so hard he lifts off the clouds
    he is standing on

    I have had a lot of friends and family die from cancer -

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    Isn't it odd that this thread his come up right before Valentines day...

    I agree that suicide is selfish, while you end the "pain" for yourself, you only create pain for others.

    will: I understand the numb feeling.
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    Quote Originally Posted by will1384
    No offence to you - but if its gods will for pepole to suffer
    and my life to be crappy - God better hope I dot meet him
    -I will kick him in the nuts - so hard he lifts off the clouds
    he is standing on

    I have had a lot of friends and family die from cancer -
    you are looking in the wrong direction. Everytime you start to think about your so called crappy life, think real hard. You will find at least 1 positive aspect. Build on that. You said so yourself that you care for your legally blind father. God didn't put you here to **** and moan about ****, He put you here because your father needs you. That is your calling, and because of that you should find the inner strength needed to go on. PMA. Positive Mental Attitude.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Motorcity
    you are looking in the wrong direction. Everytime you start to think about your so called crappy life, think real hard. You will find at least 1 positive aspect. Build on that. You said so yourself that you care for your legally blind father. God didn't put you here to **** and moan about ****, He put you here because your father needs you. That is your calling, and because of that you should find the inner strength needed to go on. PMA. Positive Mental Attitude.

    LOL

    "You will find at least 1 positive aspect" nope not one

    I am alone except my dad - have no real job , have not had sex in years,
    fat and ugly, small penis - well not that small but I ant no long dong silver
    I have ADD, Mild Dyslexia and Learning problems, Glaucoma, cant eat any
    thing with milk in it - thats about 80% of the food out there, Arthritis
    from getting run over by a car when I was a kid, AND I keep having acid
    flashbacks of midgets sneaking around - pluss I am abducted by aliens,
    a lot - and have trouble sleaping at night, insomnia - would not have
    have insomnia if the aliens would leave me alone

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    Quote Originally Posted by will1384
    LOL

    "You will find at least 1 positive aspect" nope not one

    I am alone except my dad - have no real job , have not had sex in years,
    fat and ugly, small penis - well not that small but I ant no long dong silver
    I have ADD, Mild Dyslexia and Learning problems, Glaucoma, cant eat any
    thing with milk in it - thats about 80% of the food out there, Arthritis
    from getting run over by a car when I was a kid, AND I keep having acid
    flashbacks of midgets sneaking around - pluss I am abducted by aliens,
    a lot - and have trouble sleaping at night, insomnia - would not have
    have insomnia if the aliens would leave me alone
    Ok,
    Then how about this:

    get a job
    hire a whore
    hop on a tread mill
    buy a pump
    try Clarocet
    use a mirror to read
    hire a tutor
    smoke some pot
    use Silk (soy milk)
    Alieve for pain and old Arthur Itis
    By a gnome for the midgets to play with so they leave you alone
    Nightol for the insomnia
    put aluminum foil on your head so the alliens can't find you.


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    Quote Originally Posted by will1384
    LOL

    "You will find at least 1 positive aspect" nope not one

    I am alone except my dad - have no real job , have not had sex in years,
    fat and ugly, small penis - well not that small but I ant no long dong silver
    I have ADD, Mild Dyslexia and Learning problems, Glaucoma, cant eat any
    thing with milk in it - thats about 80% of the food out there, Arthritis
    from getting run over by a car when I was a kid, AND I keep having acid
    flashbacks of midgets sneaking around - pluss I am abducted by aliens,
    a lot - and have trouble sleaping at night, insomnia - would not have
    have insomnia if the aliens would leave me alone

    It seems like a lot of people today just refuse to take responsibility for themselves. Bottom line: If your life sucks, it does so because you allow it to suck. That doesn't mean that you can control the world around you. That means that you can control your actions and your attitude.

    I've known several terminally ill people over the years. Some of them mope and whine, and some of them enjoy the life they have left. What's the difference? Is it a lesser degree of pain? No. Is it less anxiety about dying? No - well, maybe. The difference is the attitude with which each person approached his or her predicament.

    If you live in a lousy place, and have a sucky job, do something about it. Save your money and move to find a better life. People do it every day. Immigrants come to this country every day with nothing more than the clothes on their backs, and they seem to make it just fine. These things don't happen over-night. It takes time and discipline to carve out a life for yourself.

    Five years ago I almost lost everything I had. Or I should say that it was taken from me by a 3-lettered government agency for something I didn't do. I had a wife, 2 kids, 1 ragged used car and a trailer. Not even the land the trailer was on was mine. We had a personal property auction and sold everything we could get our hands on just to pay an attorney $30,000. I was working for about $25-30 per day, and paying for gas and lunch out of that. And by the way, i was about $180,000 in debt with nothing to show for it.

    But I decided that I was going to do better. I set goals, and worked toward them. I got a better job, and then another better one (where I drove 1.5 hours each way to work). Just when it looked like everything was going great, through no fault of my own, I got a 4 month "vacation" where I earned 12 cents an hour. (Some of you might understand that reference, some of you may not.)

    Despite the setback, I refocused on my goals, and even accelerated them. 6 months after my "vacation", I bought a house and 10.8 acres.

    Does this mean I am better than you? No. Does this mean I am smarter than you? No. What does it mean, then? It means that I don't have time to sit around and whine about the problems I have. It means that I get harder and stronger every time I am attacked. I refuse to let someone else define my life for me. And I refuse to let obstacles and excuses win.

    This doesn't mean it is easy. I have a very hard time saving money. I'm bipolar. That doesn't mix very well with thrift. I spend $1000 a month for my health insurance, and another $400 in medicine co-pays. But I work my butt off because that is required to fulfill my dreams and goals.

    I haven't gone into my other health problems, or my 2 sons' health problems because if I listed them all, you wouldn't believe me. But i'm fat and not so good looking, too. And yes, I also have classic white-boy syndrome. But even fat boys can get some lovin'.

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    I had a friend kill himself with a 12ga. Very sad, but I don't think it's the way to go about it.
    Ever see these emo kids moan about life etc? Lol I handed one a hunting knife and said go ahead then, kill yourself. if you're not goignt to, shut up!
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    Quote Originally Posted by blurp
    It seems like a lot of people today just refuse to take responsibility for themselves. Bottom line: If your life sucks, it does so because you allow it to suck. That doesn't mean that you can control the world around you. That means that you can control your actions and your attitude.

    I've known several terminally ill people over the years. Some of them mope and whine, and some of them enjoy the life they have left. What's the difference? Is it a lesser degree of pain? No. Is it less anxiety about dying? No - well, maybe. The difference is the attitude with which each person approached his or her predicament.

    If you live in a lousy place, and have a sucky job, do something about it. Save your money and move to find a better life. People do it every day. Immigrants come to this country every day with nothing more than the clothes on their backs, and they seem to make it just fine. These things don't happen over-night. It takes time and discipline to carve out a life for yourself.

    Five years ago I almost lost everything I had. Or I should say that it was taken from me by a 3-lettered government agency for something I didn't do. I had a wife, 2 kids, 1 ragged used car and a trailer. Not even the land the trailer was on was mine. We had a personal property auction and sold everything we could get our hands on just to pay an attorney $30,000. I was working for about $25-30 per day, and paying for gas and lunch out of that. And by the way, i was about $180,000 in debt with nothing to show for it.

    But I decided that I was going to do better. I set goals, and worked toward them. I got a better job, and then another better one (where I drove 1.5 hours each way to work). Just when it looked like everything was going great, through no fault of my own, I got a 4 month "vacation" where I earned 12 cents an hour. (Some of you might understand that reference, some of you may not.)

    Despite the setback, I refocused on my goals, and even accelerated them. 6 months after my "vacation", I bought a house and 10.8 acres.

    Does this mean I am better than you? No. Does this mean I am smarter than you? No. What does it mean, then? It means that I don't have time to sit around and whine about the problems I have. It means that I get harder and stronger every time I am attacked. I refuse to let someone else define my life for me. And I refuse to let obstacles and excuses win.

    This doesn't mean it is easy. I have a very hard time saving money. I'm bipolar. That doesn't mix very well with thrift. I spend $1000 a month for my health insurance, and another $400 in medicine co-pays. But I work my butt off because that is required to fulfill my dreams and goals.

    I haven't gone into my other health problems, or my 2 sons' health problems because if I listed them all, you wouldn't believe me. But i'm fat and not so good looking, too. And yes, I also have classic white-boy syndrome. But even fat boys can get some lovin'.

    </rant>
    Its not that, I am not trying to change things , it that that change
    is taking years, and nothing is seams to go my way, I have tried to
    find a girlfriend but I ether get laughed at or ignored, part time job
    and living with your dad dont help, I could get some yahoo whores
    but thats not realy what I want, but its looking better all the time

    I am stuck in the middle of noware - my dad wont move, and I realy
    dont want to - but there is no work around here, I have to drive
    an hour and 30 min to work, but its only on the week ends
    and my boss lets me sleep there to save gas, so it not so bad

    I guess what I am trying to say - is that every ones pain is relative
    and its great that you were able to fix your life - and some day I
    may be able to, but at this point in my life - it looks bad, it looks like
    it not going to get better,

    And I know a lot of peeps that worked hard all there life, did every thing
    they could, and have nothing to show for it,

    And I now a lot of peeps that dont lift a finger and get everything handed
    to them - have all the good luck

    Some times your just f_cked
    Some times it only looks that way


    Quote Originally Posted by Motorcity

    Ok,
    Then how about this:

    get a job
    hire a whore
    hop on a tread mill
    buy a pump
    try Clarocet
    use a mirror to read
    hire a tutor
    smoke some pot
    use Silk (soy milk)
    Alieve for pain and old Arthur Itis
    By a gnome for the midgets to play with so they leave you alone
    Nightol for the insomnia
    put aluminum foil on your head so the alliens can't find you.
    LOL

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    Quote Originally Posted by will1384

    "You will find at least 1 positive aspect" nope not one
    you found mp3car.com, didnt you?

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