i rather be cheated on. than alone.
alittle update. we broke up about 5 minutes ago.
I was ****ed off and remembered her myspace password and went through it...oh shes got a line up alright. i guess our instincs really are the best thing we have.
its really hard to love someone, feel as if you know everything about them, spend countless time with them, spend so much money on, go through so much, talk about so much, to be amazed that you're with someone so beautiful, and then to realize that it was all a lie.
i tried to tell myself that i was just paranoid and she was different now... but of coarse that wasnt the case.
the final straw that led to her ending it was me texting "ok. im going to sleep now. knowing that theres someone you have said you rather be with. that wants you back. who can always be there for you. that you stick up for. what a thought to sleep on" stupid thing to say. let me make that very clear.
it was shortly followed by "I dont think I want to be with anyone right now" (which, like in all cases, means there is someone else she rather be with) i just feel like a useless peice of **** right now.
this kind of **** always ****in happens to me and i dont know what the **** im doing wrong. the only girl that i can agree with, that i have never argued with, that shares every same interest with me, that i can literally tell anything to: 'doesnt want to ruin a friendship with a relationship.'
autumn was hands-down the most life impacting person that i have ever...hurt myself with. its kind of a wake up call that Im just an overall, ****ty person, but that doesnt do me much good. i wish i could ****in go back to 1 hour ago, and just tell her goodnight. im a ****in idiot.
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**** that. go find a slut. or hey ill find one for you, seems thats about all i can find these days. Stupid sluts
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that's one of the dumbest things i've ever heard. wtf is wrong with you?? Obviously at that point you're already alone, but you're just in denial.Originally Posted by Escalade182
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Sorry to hear about that Escy, but you're only a loser if you didn't learn from the experience. Are you really an idiot or actually smarter now?
Dude, im sorry to hear that... but based what u have been telling here i think, its really for the best. And yeah its a damn hard, u might, or might not know that my putinha also dumbed me about week ago. It was very different though i hadnt any trusting problem with her, and there wasnt fights either, she just out of the blue told me she dont love me anymore... Was i blind, prolly, but it doesnt matter nomore, worst mistake i could do would try to won her love back... i know it from past... gotta know when to let go...
Yeah, I get so attached to my car even when everything is breaking and it keeps costing more money all the time to keep it up. Even when I get the new car I still miss the old one for a while, but the new one smells so good, it's more comfortable and I know how to maintain it better so that it's less hassle and I love it much more than that old piece of crap.Originally Posted by tj!2k4
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