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update
just thought i would post an update
my dog has not been well for some time, a few weeks ago i started heart worm treatment, and that seemed to be going well.
Last night when i came home, he did not come and greet me, like he normal does. His little nub wagged, but he did not get up off the floor. I prepared his medicine in some soft food like normal, and he seemed to perk up quite a bit.
He ate his food/medicine, and i put him outside to potty, when we came back in, he did not follow me up stairs(very unusual).
Today, he did not eat much, and kept to himself, i came outside a few times, and he was not in any of his 'normal' places, once i found him between the AC units near the house, other times he was in the back of the back yard.
I tried calling the vet several times, leaving messages on the machine. at 2:15 i was able to talk to someone about brining my dog in tommorow to be put to sleep, the vet would call me back i was told.
about 35 minutes later my dad called, and told me Squirt was having trouble breathing, i asked him to do what he could to get my puppy to the vet, and i called the vet and let them know he was enroute.
my dad had to get the neighbors help to get Squirt in his truck.
Squirt died shortly after getting to the vets.
Squirt was a very special dog, very friendly and love able, i feel guilty that i could not do more for him, and for the way that i left him behind at Amanda's house, i also feel a bit guilty about not giving him as much attention as I should have. But i know his last few months were spent in a loving environment, and while it does not make up for the past, i did everything i could to make him feel loved, and in the best health that i could.
I was planning on taking him swimming tomorrow, since he has not been able to exercise because of the heartworm treatment before taking him to the vets, i think he would have enjoyed that very much.
I've asked to have his remains cremated, and i will sprinkle most of them in the river. I will find a nice container to keep the remains in my bedroom, along with his collar.
A true friend to the end, he made the decision for me, so i would not have to carry the guilt of putting him to sleep. Thank you squirt, you will be missed.
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1997 Chevy Tahoe
Planning 30%
Installation 15%
Overall Progress 12%
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